Alone

Alone

I have my moods. Sometimes, i can feel absolutely lonely in a room full of people that i know. it's like, everyone has an agenda, everyone has a plan, and they are constantly undertaking such plans. maybe it's with someone else, maybe it's alone. but me, i just feel alone. i don't feel included in activities, i don't feel like i have a game plan. sometimes, it just feels like im drifting along in life, waiting for the next spontaneous event to occur so that i can be pulled along. siggghhh...