In less than 10 days' I'll be legally bound to another person for a foreseeable long period.
The last few days have been weird - with me swinging wildly between 2 extremes.
On some level, I can't wait to start a new life with ZW, and I do believe we will have a wonderful life together.
But on another level, I feel like a clock is hanging over me and I can feel my single hood slipping away.
Just the other day, I was talking to a girlfriend and the thought of me being MARRIED caused me to be speechless for a moment, I swears heart starting beating faster.
Will it be a change that I will feel keenly? Or will I continue acting like the baby of the family, expecting to get my way? I know my mum is sad, and growing wistful. I suppose it's only natural, seeing how I'm not only the first to fly the coop, but also the youngest in the family.
I hope my feet warm up as I get closer to the date....
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